Yesterday was the happiest day of my life!! And i am still happy!! lol! U see i gave my sneakers to my cousin Anizah cos she needs it for her eca and end up not having one for myself..So i decided to borrow my closest cousin sneakers whom i treated as my own sister..She said ok and asked me to come over to her house after school..So i went over and as usual the house is always filled with laughters and all sorts of activities..So there i was waiting for her to pass me her ol sneakers cos i really need it to train for my physical tests which is in 3 weeks time...

While waiting i help her to pack some goodies cos this sat there are gonna be another function to comomorate(umm i hope i spell it right lol) her deceased father..and they are inviting some orphans over..So tat explains the packing of goodies!Anyway back to the story so i waited and then she calls up to me to try on the sneakers..This is the best part!! She came to me and gave a plastic bag containing a box! and inside is a new brand nike air shoes!!!!! I was so so so happy! tat i was lost for words!!!!!!! Man i love my life!!!!! at least for now! lol! I am lucky to have cousins like tat..Cos honestly they never fail to light up my day!

Apart from tat i got my results for only 3 of my modules which further adds more to my happiness! lets see i got 74 for one of my module and the other one i was the 2nd place in class!! Woohoo!! my hardworks burning midnight oil works!!!! Man i am so happy tat i think i am gonna stop now and try running in my new nike air shoes.. lol Cherios amigos!!

Sincerely,
OkoiSan

Had a great time today! I dunno why.. i just felt so alive and full of confidence i think my face shine as well! i can feel it..I skipped my 10 am lesson. Wat can i say! I overslept. Anyway everything seems to goes well..After sch hang out with my classmates and after tat went to the track and run a few laps..then went to the gym..It was my first time to the gym! and i have to say i dun really like it. I prefer to exercise outdoor..Anyway i had a great time with my frens.. we joke and laugh a lot! It was cool!

Then went to have dinner with them at al-azhar..We walked all the way there from our sch since its not tat far..Had a great time with one of my frens.. We played a game tat is, we tried singing as much songs we can think off while walking all the way there. And i did'nt really feel shy or embarrassed eventhoughi noticed  ppl keep looking at us.. I felt happy instead.To make things better its such a cool night! I just love rain! It lightens up my mood!

Yours,
OkoiSan

Man.. i should loosen up!!I dunno y at times i get oversensitive at certain things..haiz.. is it bcos i am lonely most of the time and got no one to confide to? Or maybe i behave tat way cos i treasure tat person so much and i dun wanna loose them like the way my father walk out on me and my family..Its time for me to stop living in my own world huh and stop and look ard me! Life is not all sweet and beautiful! I know i used to put myself in denial cos i just dun wanna feel depressed and all so thus explain my high level of optimism!

I guess its time i take off this mask of denial!!! And face up to the real world!! No more pretending and worrying so much abt being lonely and all.Its not entirely abt me me me and me! So wat if i am always alone! This is how my life is and i should accept it! Frens come and go.So be it! Nothing last forever anyway! This is it i guess...I am evolving to someone better and should have done it a long time ago!!

Lets see where to begin...Oh ya its been a while since i last update my blog! Been really busy studying for my common tests..WEll its over!! Woohoo!! finally over!!! Yeah! at least for now! Dun u just hate it having papers back to back!! Thank god its over..But i must say i did my best for all of the papers! Hope i pass all!! (am crossing my fingers).

I was'nt home yesterday. Went to my cousin's place and chill and boy i could use one!! For once i feel really relived. Its been a while since i chill with them.. Played ard with my niece and nephews! They are just simply adorable and irrisistable! Nothing makes my day more then spending time with kids..I dunno why i just love to play ard with them..Maybe i think its bcos they remind u when u were young having no worries and innocent and all..They are forever happy and cheerful! Its cool! Apart from tat we karaoke for a few hours! I did'nt know i can sing so good!! lol It feels great..I must say i had the greatest day ever!! Cheers for myself!! Yeah!

Hmm apart from tat i just have to voice this out..I just dun understand y ppl keep mistaking me for a girl??? I just dunno y.. Is it my looks? There were a few incidents tat i had for example with one of my lecturers..I just find it hilarious..He's been teaching me for a month and all along i tot he knows i am a guy but u know wat!! He did'nt!! All along he tot i was a tomboyish girl until one day he came up to me during lab session where my frens corrected him!! lol wat a day huh!! My frens had a great laugh! I was'nt embarrassed i'm happy at least i make them happy! we had a stressful day back then..There are many other incidents but i better not say it all out...cos some are really embarrassing! lol! Well tats it for now i guess..Cherios amigos!

Yours,
OkoiSan

I know i said i won't be bloggin for a whille.....wat can i say! i jus can't keep to my promise!!LOL!!
Anyway today's paper went extremely well!! I mean it better be!! Cos i've been studying feverishly since yesterday!! I must say today's paper requires a lot of memory work!! And i am glad i can memorize most of them! WOOHOO! hahahha.

Lets see its been a while since i've blog..Eversince Friday... Well wat can i say i had a great weekend. Helping ppl out is always fun for me..Especially when things goes well and u can see the smile on their face at the end of a function. Now tat is priceless. Last Sunday one of my distant relative got married and wat a beautiful event it is. I must say i like the decorations tat they chose though i think they could use a more outstanding colours like red or navy blue or something...Went to Sengkang with my cousins and family and we got there ard 9pm cos really it is a long journey from my place.

Nevertheless thanks to tat i got to try out the new mrt line NEL!! Woohoo! I like the design of the new train its umm how should i say... its more like Millenium kinda style!! I have always been a fan for contemporary designs..Wish i could revamp my house with styles like tat but too bad i had to stick to country style cos my mums like it..Wat can i say..I'm mummy's boy! LOL!

Anyway back to the story..and yes bcos its a wedding occasion i had to take off my braids!! bummer! I spent 2 hrs making it. So there i was all presentable and  walking ard from tables to tables looking out for empty plates to clear!! Man i think i can be a good waiter!! LoL!! One thing i realise is tat some of the guests are rather impolite...I can sense tat they look down on us! They gave us the look u know the one where they think they are far superior and intelligent kinda look!! And there i was trying to lend a helping hand to the wedding couples...Wat can i say this world is filled with all sorts of ppl and we should'nt really be bothered with them who are so full of themselves..REally cos they dunno tat they are the ones  who ppl look down on!! So back to the story it was fun clearing the tables and giving out gifts..One thing for sure there was'nt really much to look at!! LOL bummer! I wonder where have all the nice ppl go???LOL Anyway i guess tats abt it for now..I need to concentrate of my tests which starts tomorrow to fridays back to back! Till then take care ppl! I'm outta here!

Yours,
OkoiSan

Its Friday again!! Tat means i have 4 days to go to study for my common tests! Man how fast time flies by...And today is Zechiel birthday!!U know wat till now i still dunno ur real name!! lol! cos everyone always address u by tat name so dun blame me for not knowing ur real name! Well someones is a year older now!! woohoo! Tat doesn't mean its bad u know. =) U know Zechiel i really like it when u r serious..i mean when u r not bitching.. U look more solemn and cool man..hehehee hey i think something is wrong with me today cos i seldom give away my personal view abt someone...Weird huh..

Well somsthing is definitely bothering me but i just can't find out wat it is.. I feel so mix up with all sorts of feelings..And i dun even know wat i am writing abt..lol! Must be spouting nonsense again! I think i better stop now huh...Take care guys..

Yours,
OkoiSan

I just had a chat with one of my blog's mates and so many things come across my mind..Have u ever been in a situation where u only have good intentions but somehow these kind gestures are always misinterpreted into something negative..Sad is'nt it. Like for instance u sms  frens with intentions to wish them well with no expectations tat they ought to reply back to u and then one day u found out tat they think u r trying so hard to be in their good books..I mean hello! Stop being over sensitive and try to take things easy will ya..For all they know tat person only means no harm. Just being frenly tats all. I mean if we can't even accept tat kind gesture then wat are we allowed to do?

Learn to accept things with an open mind and u'll be surprise of wat u can benefit from tat..U c this world is made up with all sorts of ppl and i know we can't please everyone but is it too much to ask for
them to understand u better before passing any judgements? Ever heard the phrase "Don't judge a book by its cover"?Sometimes wat u see is wat u get..Get wat i mean? Is'nt life about adapting and accepting?Man...i just dunno  y ppl can be so superficial at times..But then again we can't please everyone...Sometimes u dun need to be in the real situation to realise wats going on...I hate it when ppl looks down on someone just bcos they think they went thru it and thus knows it all..I guess the best thing is to always lay low and try to talk less huh..Seems like ppl reacts more frenly to this kind of gestures....

Sincerely,
OkoiSan

Oh darn it! I forgot to post a title and i lost the page! Damn! Well here it goes again. Lets c whether i can remember wat i've typed! Wat a cool morning ..its been raining again..U know i dunno why but days like this has great impact on me! Strange but true! Rainy days make me feel so calm, happy and more forgiving!! Wat a  good day to start studying again!! But then even if its not a good day i have no choice!! LOL! So far only started on 1 module out of the 3 tat i will be seating next week back to back. The first paper would be on Wed followed by thurs and Fri consequtively.

U know its really hard to make urself studying when u are in the slacker mode!Anyway i wanted to sleep longer today but i dunno y i got up so early.Something is wrong with my biological alarm system again! LOL! Anyway guys, is my embedded player working?! Do any of u know how to make mp3 songs tat are saved in the hard drive to be played over the internet?? Is it possible? So far all the songs tat i played in here are from the internet and if u guys knows a good m,p3 webbie tell me k!!

I think from now on i am going to make my blog filled with music! Afterall it makes my blog ALIVE! And it gives more character to my umm ever so boring blog! LOL.

Well i think tats it for now....Cherios Amigos!

Yours,
OkoiSan

U know no one is born perfect cos I know i am not but tat is no excuese to feel bad abt yourself..At least i am lucky to be born normal and not a handicap.. This world is made up of all sorts of ppl and there will always be ppl who will critic u for being wat u are. All i can say is these ppl sometimes dun realise tat they themselves are no better but too bad they are just so full of themselves tats y they can't c it.